The last few weeks have been a struggle. Life has brought me through an emotional roller coaster that I've never experienced before. The Lord has put me through situations that test everything He has taught me. But what do you do the Lord is silent? When He steps back and gives you the reigns. You have decisions to make, roads to travel down.
Your whole being fills with anxiety and you began to think of the what ifs, the why nots, and every emotion at once. You begin to question your motives, and if you really are making the right decision. People will give you all sorts of opinions. But none of them seem right. You find yourself questioning why, how, and if you can make it without. You find a whole new perspective. Your eyes no longer see what in front of you, but much farther than that. Into the future and into the unknown.
Is it worth fighting for? Are you strong enough to fight? Can you fight while everyone is telling you to give up?
But there, in all the stress, happiness, anxiety, and excitement when God whispers, in a still small voice....I am with you. You are not alone and I will never forsake you.
Which road will you travel? Will you risk what you have or find safety in what you know? Whatever you do, the Lord is with you and He is holding your hand all the way through.